Wednesday, December 22, 2021

 December 22, 2021


Here we are again! It’s almost Christmas of 2021, and it really doesn’t seem like a year since it was Christmas of 2020.

And as another wave of the virus surges, so does what they’re calling “virus fatigue”. I don’t think there are many people who don’t feel this modern-day miasma. I’ve been reflecting lately, and I really can’t tell you how many times in the 2010s I heard the warnings. Several learned, intelligent people, people of consequence, warned us that we were overdue for a major pandemic. They told us that it could be very, very bad. They told us to be ready.

Then, just as we were exiting that decade and entering the 2020’s, it came! The pandemic the ubiquitous “they” had been warning us about for years. And…we really weren’t prepared for this at all, were we?

Do you think that our habit of living life at ninety miles an hour, of arranging our society so that instant gratification is the norm has contributed to our lack of preparedness?

I do.

If you’re a parent, you inevitably recall times when your children “just couldn’t wait” for something—be it Christmas morning or arriving at your destination after an hours-long car ride. It’s that kind of impatience that I believe is gripping society at large right now. There are a lot of people interviewed briefly on the evening news casts who are positively whiny about wanting this over.

Which brings me to what else we are lacking in, and this is a biggie and an absolute necessity for surviving a pandemic, sanity intact.

From what I am seeing most people do not, by and large, seem to have an old-fashioned quality called “stick-to-it-ivness”.

I first heard that whining of “when will it be over?” sometime in May of 2020. This was after the general consensus was in March, that, hey, we shut everything down, and in a month, it will be over.  Really, people? A pandemic that comes and goes in a month, three at most?

When we learned there was a pandemic, David and I were absolutely terrified at first. We didn’t know if it was an airborne virus that could come on a wind, or if it needed some form of closer contact to spread. And, since the consensus was that older people, and people with “comorbidities” were most at risk, and we realized we checked both of those boxes, yeah, terror defines our original reaction well.

So we shut the door of our house to everyone who wasn’t one of the three of us, and we watched and we listened, and most importantly, we learned. Now, in our search for real, solid information we did stumble upon some “misinformation”, but for us, that was a pretty easy commodity to sort out. Like separating the wheat from the chaff.

We came to the conclusion that this pandemic would be with us for two, possibly three years. That realization didn’t make us at all happy, but it was what it was—and still is. Now, here I must say that in truth this pandemic could have been much worse. It could have been more “air borne” than it is, and—and this is a very big and—the scientists could still be searching for a vaccine. So, if we had to have a pandemic, SARS-CoV-2 is not the worst one that can imagine.

What we never once had on our bingo cards was that a whole bunch of people would refuse to be vaccinated. Or wear masks. Or social distance. We never once, in the beginning, could have imagined that people, en masse, would refuse to believe that the damn virus was even real.

Because of our failure of imagination, we are both beginning to wonder how long beyond our original estimate of two years this thing will last.

We have received two shots of the Moderna vaccine, and tomorrow, we get our boosters. If, in another 4 to 6 months, they suggest we get another shot, which is what they are doing in Israel right now? Well, we will be rolling up our sleeves.

We are no longer living in fear. We watched and we learned. And because we did, we are living in reality. Yes, we’re tired of it all. But that is something we just have to get over. Or endure. It is exhausting. But we’re not quitters, generally speaking. And since we want to stay on this earth for as long as God will allow us to do so, well, we’ll just do our best to carry on. We intend to live our lives, not by going ahead and, against best practices, “doing” this or that, and not by clinging to customs that used to be, as pleasant as they were.

We may not go out to dinner, or to parties. But we are keeping our attitudes as positive as possible. We are keeping in touch with family and friends. We are keeping busy.

This year, at some point we will attend small gatherings of family, and everyone there will be people who are also vaccinated. Until those two events happen, and, I hope, for every day from this moment forward, we are keeping the peace of that first gift of Christmas within our hearts.

And I can promise you that on Saturday, we will be communicating with our loved ones, and possibly watching some of our favorite Christmas movies. We’ll remember the joys of Christmases past—which, as parents of a child who is in heaven is something we have done for nearly two decades.

May your hearts be filled with love and laughter and the peace which is at the heart of this season. Merry Christmas, from our house to yours!

Love,

Morgan

http://www.morganashbury.com

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