Wednesday, July 31, 2024

Habits....

 July 31, 2024


It’s my favourite time of the biennial – time for the Olympic games! I am both delighted, and dismayed that the Olympics are here, and I am thus in equal measure.

Delighted, of course, because there are several sports that both David and I like to watch. And in this modern age of PVR and the twenty-four-hour news cycle, I can tape overnight and then we can “speed watch”, to a certain extent, the next day. To a certain extent, I say, because of course, that adapted adage: so many sports, so little time.

My only real dismay comes from the fact that I have been, for the last month and a half, determined to get to bed earlier each night than has been my usual and recent habit. My target, Sunday night through Thursday night, is to be in bed no later than 10:30 pm. Because I don’t sleep really long stretches at a time—a nine- or ten-hour block of sleep is simply never going to happen for me—this means that I will awaken and then arise between six-fifteen and six-forty-five in the morning.

There are advantages to getting up that early. I get to see my daughter before she heads off to work, and I get about two hours of relative peace, quiet, and solitude to begin my day. I need that quiet. I really, really do.

And in order for that whole new schedule thing to work, I must walk away from my television each evening no later that eight-thirty. I need nearly 2 hours to wind down my day, to check my social media, and complete my nightly routine before I hit the hay.

So far, in this Olympic season and after only what? Four days in? It’s not working out that well. Mind, I am allowing myself to stay up an extra hour on Friday and Saturday nights, because I’ve been a night owl now for nearly two decades. I really want those quiet mornings to get things going right, but I do like to stay up late.

As those of you who read my weekly essays no doubt know by now, I do not excel at cutting myself some slack—even though that is one thing I am always urging other people to do. The good news in all of this is that the Olympic Summer Games will close on August 11. That’s a short span of time, really, just over two weeks.

Of all the ways I could solve this momentary scheduling conflict, the easiest is to simply let that earlier bedtime go for the seventeen-day period. That’s probably what I’ll end up doing, but the earlier bedtime had already become a habit, and a good one at that. I hate breaking a good habit.

It’s funny, but between the summer games and the winter ones, we have more sports we feel we must watch of the latter than the former. Go figure. Winter is not my favorite time of year, nor is it David’s. And yet, between the skiing and the skating and the curling, and all the different variations thereof, we have so much more to watch when the days are shorter and colder than now, when the summer breezes are (allegedly) so sweetly blowing.

There has been a great deal of controversy over the opening ceremonies of the Olympic games, this year in Paris. Both my daughter and my husband really didn’t care for them—with one notable exception which, yes, I will get to in just a moment.

Of course, there was a hue and cry from those of whom it may be said, “the people doth protest too much, methinks”. Times may change, but some folks never do. Those I’ve just mentioned are one. The other, of course, are the French. The French people are proud to go their own way and do their own thing. They never bat an eye as those around them march to the beats of their own drummers. They are, after all, French. They have always been French. In a perfect world, one would simply acknowledge that fact, let them do them, and thus find their own lives less stress filled. I wish all those nay-sayers making so much racket would just heed my advice.

One more note about those opening ceremonies. In last week’s essay, I wrote about watching the documentary, “I am: Celine Dion”. But one theme of the film that I didn’t mention was Celine’s absolute, titanium-willed determination that she would not let the neurological condition of Stiff Person Syndrome define her.

With defiance on her face and conviction in her tone, she declared that she would return to the stage; she would sing again.

I am not ashamed to tell you that, while watching those opening ceremonies, right after the “cauldron” was lit, when I heard that voice, and when the camera then panned to that magnificent Canadian woman on the balcony of la tour Eiffel, I cried.

I cried to see and to hear the strength and the beauty of a hard-fought goal realized. And I understood, all things considered, that the Summer Games in Paris was the only stage worthy of such a truly Olympic achievement.

 

Love,

Morgan

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