Wednesday, November 26, 2025

Freight trains and what ifs....

 November 26, 2025


Time, that erstwhile lazy creature of hot summer days, often seems like a freight train rushing to the station come the end of November, doesn’t it? That rush begins with Thanksgiving to be celebrated tomorrow by my American friends (ours was in October).

And what with the Macy’s parade earlier in the day Thursday and Black Friday beginning at the crack of dawn the day following it, the race is on toward Christmas.

Like I said, a freight train rushing to the station.

Different areas of North America are already reporting the end of autumn storms and the beginning of winter ones. On any given day watching the weather forecasts, one might encounter thunder, lightning and tornados, and then just a hundred or so miles away, heavy snow with whiteout conditions.

Last night, the outside temperature rose a few degrees to almost 50 Fahrenheit, and that’s always a blessing. This old house of ours has basically no insulation in the outside walls. There is some upstairs, because that was all renovated a few years ago. But downstairs, and in my office that has two outside walls, moving into winter means keeping a good blanket close and occasionally using my electric heater.

The cold seems colder these days, but I know that’s just a trick of my age and less than stellar circulation. I don’t personally see it being of any use for me to subject myself to the outside without a darn good reason. Therefore, I don’t. I’m happy to go out if I have an appointment, or if there are errands to be run. But come this time of year, I begin to layer when I dress for going outside. And if necessary, I simply accept the help of others to fetch what’s needed.

Our street has been absent of construction vehicles for the last week or more. And that’s good, I suppose, when one doesn’t consider that my curb has still not been set to rights. Neither has my walkway been restored.

They did dig it up some in the process of having to install a new water shut-off valve near to where my walkway was. I have been promised that all will be seen to. There was, however, no promise given as to when, exactly that would happen.

Now, my walkway extended from the bottom of my porch steps straight out to the sidewalk. There is, of course, no longer a sidewalk on this side of the street. However, we have a bit of lawn right next to the place where I stand once I am off the little staircase. And that lawn stretches to my next-door neighbour’s driveway. My neighbour who, fortunately has a drop curb and a bit of asphalt connecting her driveway to that drop curb.

While I couldn’t see a way for us to easily fix my own walkway (which really is for the landscapers contracted by the town to do as they tore it up), I could get someone to build a small safe path between my porch steps and the neighbour’s driveway.

This past weekend, one of my grandsons arrived to do just that.

My worry was that once the snow begins to fall, I can no longer keep my car in the small driveway off the cross street. That is a very steep hill, and the first road to be plowed in every snowfall, which means if my car is in the driveway when the plow passes—well, good luck digging it out. None of the three of us living in this house are truly capable of that. Plus, one needs to keep in mind the “what ifs” of life. What if one of us needs to have an emergency evacuation from the house, in the form of an ambulance? If I who am disabled cannot make it from house to our street, no one with a stretcher can make it from the street to our house to help us.

But I am pleased to report that my grandson was able to install the patio stones from our original walkway, on a bed that will work and is solid, so I am no longer feeling trapped. Nor do I have to worry about when the promised work will be completed.

I’m free to move and free from worry. I will, therefore, just set the entire unresolved situation on the back burner and get on with things. And if anyone reading this essay has just had one of those pesky little “what ifs” pop up into their thoughts, well, just let it go.

Because the answer is I still have all those emails between the town and myself—and I know where they work.

 

Love,

Morgan

http://www.morganashbury.com

http://www.bookstrand.com/morgan-ashbury

 

 


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